so we have four more papers left.
actually, thats quite alot.
but compared to the 16 papers
we started with,

its a big improvement.

thank godness for vesak day.
if i have to spend tonight,
studying for one more paper.
my brain is going to melt
and spill out of my ears.

well.
the papers were more or less.
oooookayyyyyyyyy lah.

except for chemistry.
sure to fail.
not one answer was i confident in.
not one.

a maths 1 started out fine.
BUT A MATHS 2.
i've nvr been so stumped
in a maths paper
in my entire life.

people were actually
breathless after the paper.

alot of it was linear law.
and a certain teacher
told a certain class,
that dy/dx would come out alot.

so, i studied that.
and when i finalllyyy thought i got it.
it came out for only 5% of the paper.
excellent.

it was really hard!
not the actually-its-was-easy-but
-i-dont-want-to-appear-arrogant-and
-overconfident-so-im-just-going-to-say
-its-hard kind of hard.

whatever.

for people who are
Oprah Winfrey fans,
like yours truly,
hehee.

you might have caught the
episode on 'hoarding'.
its a disease, mental health sth sth,
that makes you not want to clean your house.

so everything will be dumped everywhere.
as in EVERYWHERE.
like daaaaaaaaammmmmmmmnnnn
messy.
(i am trying to emphasise on the
magnitude of the situation)

and you wont clean it.
because.
the psychology behind it is,
you cant bear to move sth,
throw sth.
you think its soooo valuable that
you should just leave it there.

and if you do move it,
its the gravest mistake ever
and the thought haunts you to your death.
even moving a sock.

so, after the show.

i went on a cleaning frenzy.

the stack of textbooks,
exercise books and TYS
piling up in my room
was a cause for panic.

so yes, everything is neat
and tidy now.
i will not be a hoarder, Oprah!

see, she does change lives.
and conditions of rooms.

my gundu clique,
is planning a trillion outings.
aha.
decide people!
lets watch Da Vinci Code.
it seems. interesting.

and thennnn.
there's the
sleeping at my cousin's place
plus downtown east the next day.

and then.
CHINA.
tu tu tutu tu tu tutu tu.

since i am so desperate,
i downloaded the whole of the
Romeo & Juliet movie on Limewire.
it took awhile but its complete now.

i shall watch it over the weekend.
nyehehehe.

but, soft! what light through yonder window
breaks?
it is the East and Juliet is the sun.
-Romeo

mmm wadyou say?
that you only meant well
of course you did
of course it is -imogen (: